So after a fairly major panic attack yesterday centred around one of my senior level classes, I made the choice today to drop it, and take a different one next semester. This is going to make my final semester pretty sucky as I will have a senior seminar, my senior thesis and a statistics class... But ultimately, I think this is the right call. At least I hope it is.
Yesterday was not a very good day emotionally. I have been tired, stressed out, sick and not sleeping well, none of which is helping with my academics!! So I woke up yesterday and was just near tears all day long, skipped school to stay home and be miserable, and still don't feel all that well today. I will admit that I do sometimes get into these moods where I can be a little bit dramatic (yes, I know mom and dad... it's more then a little). However, I also know myself well enough to know that it will only get worse if I don't nip it in the butt!! After the major breakdown I suffered last year, I really want to stay on top of what I have to do and keep my goal of grad school in mind.
So let us see what happens! I just really hope this doesn't backfire on me and I really screw myself next term!!
But aside from that, life has been alright. I'm starting to think that my life is a series of hits and misses and although I feel like there have been far more misses then hits in the last month, I am making the choice to stay positive and remember that my life always seems to work out the way that it is supposed to!!